massively tired of exams, studying, people who don't love me, guys who don't want me, girls who aren't my friends anymore, guys who have never been my friends, cats who dont let me pet them, storms that aren't raging, my brain that isn't working the way it should and mostly, i'm angry at myself for being such an idiot. damn lazy unproductive messy idiot with shit for brains. actually, shit would be good. i dont think i have brain. not a working one anyway.
don't feel sorry for me, though! i've been doing that myself, intensively. every day for the last... many many years.